What happens if I'm gone ..? I can't just disappear like that! Help me win against a brain tumor!

Actually, I don't know how to start. Tears run down my cheeks, when I write these words. I am so afraid. I am afraid of what will happen to my children, to my husband, what will happen if we do not make it. I'm afraid to fall asleep, because I don't know, what will happen, when I wake up. Will I wake up ...

When some “out of place foreign body” was found in my brain in 2014, it never crossed my mind, that this was the first act of my drama. I was recommended to observe it, annual examinations and calm - nothing bad was happening after all. I gave birth to my twins, was building my dreamed-of everyday life and I believed that everything was in my hands until 2020. When the whole world was fighting the pandemic for good, I was about to start my fight ... The MRI done in December showed that the tumor in the brain increased and it was necessary to remove it. I thought, it would be the worst, but the worst was yet to come. The result of the histopathological examinations made my world stop. The astrocytoma, partially anaplastic, developed in my head over the years. I stood face to face with a deadly opponent!

It was decided to start radio and chemotherapy, but that's all, nothing more can be done in Poland. Looking for any help, I came across immunological therapy, available beyond our western border. Such treatment gives a hope. However, although it is extremely necessary, it is also terribly expensive. Even if we sell everything, we have and take the loan, we will not be able to save my life ourselves ... I am so afraid! I want to live so much! I am begging you - help me!

Anna